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please note that the events described in this journal are highly fictionalised.

Saturday, April 03, 2010

working but not working

well after 3 major stubbed toes i've managed to sort out a working painting studio. it's about 3 times the size of the old one which is great. started off by undercoating 4 big boards. I've got a bunch of small canvasses on the go. i want to put something that i can sleep on in it because i'm sick of falling asleep and waking up with bits of crap in my head and carpet print on my face. and the only times i sleep in there are if i've been up all night or if i've started painting at 6am.

I'm falling behind on the dust piggies after a week of basically achieving nothing production-wise. i've still been producing enough for one a day, but since the 10 a day motivation dropped off i've lost sight of creating enough for there to be a second book. because the only way that is happening is if there is at least half of a third book created already. this is basically all bullcrap.

wow. this is like my school p.e. reports. must try harder. (to bring my kit and not fake illness in the case of p.e.)