melancholy

once when i was younger i used to do these little drawings of space ships. and then i used to draw the spaceships blowing up cities. and my brother was like 'hey do you want to do a drawing onto a canvas and i'll paint on it? it could be cool'. at the time i didn't have enough confidence to do anything on any kind of proper support, just little bits of paper. so i was really proud that he asked me to do it and i spent ages drawing on the canvas for him, i gave it to him and he was like 'ah ok'. and then a couple of days later i was like 'hey did you paint on that picture yet?' and he was like 'no it wasn't working so i painted over it'.