It's nice to make things come true. It was an age ago when I was sick of everything and I wanted to produce new and different work. To move into the cells of the idea rather than to draw it out at a level which I feel no longer touches that button inside me. I am hideous at explaining this stuff. But I had a new studio and a lot of unwell feelings to over come and I have moved forward a lot.
The place I struggle is overcoming my fear of change. I remember someone saying that you should let your work speak for you and I guess that's what I always try to do. But I am managing to let go of the codes a bit more. I'm excited about things but still horribly self critical. And as such I am going to stop talking now because I feel like an idiot.
