still illustrating the book. and not much else

i don't really believe in being blocked. like writers block etc. i'm just not really in a very motivated state at the moment. it happens every now and then i guess. i've got ideas i just don't have the motivation to do them. so i'm just plodding along with the illustrations for the story book.

this is one of them. i'm not posting all of them on the blog/website otherwise it'll make the book relatively pointless, except for the materialism of the actual book. and it's out of context. so i don't know how much that effects it. the process has been slightly hampered by my shitty mood. i feel pretty flat the majority of the time currently. and if i don't feel flat i feel sick. so its like sitting and roundabouts.

i want to start another story, for another book. but once i start that then this one will drop to the sideline and i'll never finish it. i don't return to the scene very much. and if i do it is usually a pretty drastic option. but i'm talking about painting really now, rather than project wise. which is how i'm approaching it.