right. all the figurative stuff is going back under the dust sheet for another 3 months and i'll try and do colour and music again until it makes a bit more sense, and then we'll go back to figurative.
Friday, October 23, 2009
conflict is everywhere
i don't really like writing on here anymore. it feels like an almighty drivel fest. i feel really frustrated with my inability to connect with colour. i don't see it at the moment. i've been looking at picasso lots again and it's incredibly frustrating that i can't paint in a way that makes me feel as happy as his painting does. it doesn't even make me feel satisfied. it'll be better once i do some serious work and concentrated work on things. i want to make external work to my bird paintings. but i don't feel connected to my unfocused work because it feels lacking direction. which is blindingly obvious. so stop relaxing and get worked up about it. but stay calm.
