journey are the best band ever?

i've got 98 bird paintings for the project with a target of 100. it was quite an undertaking and today i think i'll do the last two and then stop it. i went slightly over the target number with the pigeons and seagulls, but this one i think i'll do the last two and then cut it out. today i got pretty furious with it and broke a canvas, which is a good indication to have a break. I don't feel like i've finished with painting and drawing birds. but i'm sick of drawing with ink. it doesn't do what i want it to anymore. it just pisses me off. it pools up and then ruins the sharpness of the illustration that i use it for anyway. so there we go.

(imagine the following statement being said in a top gear presenter's voice)

or maybe it's not the ink that has changed... maybe it's me yeah?