It's true that nobody else will ever understand what you do other than you

Which is a really difficult thing to come to terms with if you're trying to do something that is important to you and you're trying to get something out. It's bullshit when that something that is translating is such a leap to what you do normally. I just needed a change and to let things expand, move and rework. My main channel of work only really works sometimes because of the quantity of experimental and therapeutic work that I do. It just makes me feel unproductive of lonely.